Does God want me to be punished?God is kind loving and  forgiving  He created us for friendship with Him He made us to enjoy His glory. God still loves us even though  we sin against Him.It pleases God to keep people from being punished in hell. That is why He has  made a way for people to pay for  their sin  so they do not have to go to hell. Instead God can take them to live with Him forever in His beautiful heaven.
We know that God cannot just overlook our sin
if He allowed us to sin and ignored it without
punishing anyone He would not really be holy.Because God is holy He must require us to be  holy too.